A mix of anxiety, lust and uncertainty is keeping me up.
There is not one room in my house that's not filled with the noise of my housemate and his guest making awesome sounding sex noises.
Living in a sex positive house is truly a change of pace, my last house was as equally unsound-proof, but all the noises I ever made there were met with looks of disgust from my last housemate the morning after. In this house we commend each other on orgasms well had. Even getting woken up in the early morning to sex noises doesn't bother me, but that's probably because I don't have a day job.
I'm avoiding going to sleep, a friend passed out in my bed and I think I want to sleep alone tonight, so to the couch I go.
other silly things keeping me awake...
I desperately want to be a go go dancer and have spent the last few hours You Tubing (now a verb) videos of dancers in order to prepare for an audition coming up next month. I feel a little scared that I will be judged on my dancing ability. I love to dance, but the club scene is a little intense for me to be a club kid. It also gets expensive, paying cover and taxi cabs. So, why not try my hand at getting paid to dance around like a wild woman...?
Go go dancing to me looks like a cross between stripping and hip hop with a little bit of the robot thrown in, but traditionally it was women who did the twist... The gogo dancer coordinator (haha) told me I will be judged on my appearance, so i should to wear booty shorts a bikini top and to be creative. I wonder if I have to wear heels or if I can cut it with a spiffy pair of shoes....
The dilemmas of my life...
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